A message from Anonymous
If he's such a shitty person why do you still want to be friends? You're obviously better without him! How was he even shitty to a person he didn't know? He sounds like a monster jfc
Idk I don’t think of him as a shitty person, I think of him as someone who has done some shitty things but that doesn’t make him inherently bad. At the end of the day, the good times we had together (of which there were many) MASSIVELY outweigh the bad ones for me. He was never perfect by any means, but he made me really unbelievably fucking happy and honestly I consider him to be the best friend I’ve ever had, even though it ended so poorly. If you actually go into my tagged/me you can see some posts I made about him when we were still friends if you want idk (hell you can even find his old blog in there if you want to put a face to the name). There used to be more but he went on my blog once and I deleted some bc i felt like a massive gushy dweeb but things were really amazingly good while they lasted and some part of me will always miss that. We talked for literally hours every day, he’s the only person I’ve been physically comfortable with (I’m normally really weird about people touching me idk), and I guess he just “got” me on a deeper level than anyone else ever has. We trusted each other completely and it was really amazing while it lasted and I’ll always treasure our friendship no matter what shit he drags me through now.
(Sorry for rambling but I just don’t like oversimplifying this whole situation bc it’s really not very black and white to me)